standing on the edge(of salvation)

Lifelong fight. Casings lie at your feet. Your sword has never seen its sheeth. Guns blazing. Fists clenched. Determined never to meet this moment. Eyes clouded with logic. A heart burned by hypocricy. But your day will come. The moment will find you. He will chase you until he finds you. The one you spend every waking moment hiding from. You can hide in the darkest corner of this ocean. But even there you're not safe. He will find you. Everything you once believe aside. Let the walls around your heart fall. Will you grab the hands or reach for your shotgun? Will you lean on the One that will never leave or go it alone? Your day will come. The time is near.

this cross is not just another fashion statement

search for medicine to heal. self-inflicted wounds. anything to purge my intake of death. water to satisfy. this burning forest in my heart. eyes roll back and pulse quickens. no life to be found. unitl i connect with the murder. i am alive in your murder. of all my crimes. none compare to this. dull nails meet bones. what a beautiful disaster. with mutiny in their hearts, a captain for his companions. no longer redeemed by my vain half-hearted charity. adulterous waters graced by such a subtle redeemer.