without tomorrow

so this is life with eyes half shut. hands tied to yesterday. gates for ears. vampires like us should not be allowed here. desperately waiting for today to fade. tomorrow everything will change. without tomorrow there would be no confession. without tomorrow there would be no reconciliation. there would be no starting over. desperately waiting for today to fade. tomorrow everything will change. risk and hope wait in white. without tomorrow there would be no promises. we enter triumphantly into a new day. the land is scorthed and the darkness consumes the sky. our spines convulse. our bodies turn inside out. revealing a tangled mess of masked expectations. desperately waiting for today to fade. tomorrow everything will change. tomorrow's warm promise never came